* this pic reminds me of someone :/

seriously i really do miss him . like a LOADS :'(

we've been not communicating each other for a long time alrdy . i started to be silent towards him last year on december . cause im trying to forget him, wanna this feelings to fade away BUT i guess it didnt work at all . i've been missing him each an every single day . i cant lie to myself . its been hurting me inside like crazy . killing me softly ! & i really really hate it . altho he alrdy hurts me, (the reasons just let it be between me & him) but its just seems no point for me cause no matter / whats the reasons that he alrdy hurts me, i still do care, concern & love him . i know its been fcuking 2 years alrdy, all my friends asked me to move on & stuff, even bestie asked me to make new friends & stuff..BUT i just cant . its the heart that matters . :'(:'(:'(

i've been wondering..

* thats the reason why im not interested in giving my number to people whom wanna get to know me & stuff . cause im not ready in making new friends . it just seems fcuking hard .