241209 - went out to town by myself. texted all my frens whether wanna tag along with me as i'd been staying at home for the past 2 days & was fucking bored. ppft ! & the sad thang was that, NONE of my frens could made it on that day. window-shopping on my own. i looked like the dumbest person on earth. seriously-shit ! :/ that was my first time went out alone. what a day for me ? bt luckily & the very last minute, bestie called me up aft her worked..whether wanna meet up or nt ?..i was like ltr can..im waiting for someone text first..if not i'll follow you. & end up i met bestie up with Sudarman..bestie's fren..as bestie wanna registered up for her driving license..& i was liked superb fucking envy & pissed off sia. UNFAIR ! when's my turned sia ? :/